Jas

Your Highness

2010-05-27T23:32:00.004+08:00

Take a peek down there,your highness . You truely remember that day? I certainly did. Its been like 2 years back since i first met you, when we both were young. Now that Juliet is so sad over some personal stuff,i cant just sit here and watch right? im willing cheer up you within my reach . We knew each other for almost 3 years already. Happiness is a choice, not by chance rremamber? I cant bear to see you in this state. Beyond those smile are the sadness and worries you had right? By putting smile on someone else's face is what i enjoy looking at. If it hurts to turn around and look back,just look beside you.im always by your side (:

2 more months \m/,

2010-05-22T23:21:00.009+08:00

In no time , im turning to abang-abang already .HAHA! But yet , i have many doubtful thoughts in my mind.Lots of places whereby its unfamiliar to me, alot of strange faces still . Many things are not done yet . Though i have many wishes yet to be fulfilled , im still enjoying life to the fullest .

hmmmm i wish i wish i wish ..(someone please grant me any wish,would you?)

Bring me to places where i didnt knew ,someone?

My People

2010-05-11T18:55:00.007+08:00

SUP readers (: Its been age i since last update my blog right? sorry readers . My bad . have been busy with books , balls and skate .

My lovely friends in Sports And Wellness (:

This is Nurul Huda . The gemok in school . Thanks for the Chewy drugs though (: Much appreciated (: Thanks aite (: The caring gorgeous senior . hahahaha!

Lastly , Weighing 255 pounds , WWE Divas Champion , MARRRRLYNAAA!

Confydence . hahahaha!This is charcoal .

i dont dance , you are my dance

2010-04-08T18:30:00.003+08:00

Where are you now ? Im still thinking about you girl .when I need you the most , why don't you take my hands , I want to be close . I still need your guidience . Help me when I am down , lift me up off the ground , teach me right from wrong , help me to stay strong .Take my hand and walk with me . I need you to set me free . When nothing is going right , i can't see the light. If leaving is such easy thing to do , i would have done it easier so . Eventhough my previous post , im still stuck on you . I would still wanna be there for you , i always wanted to know your where-abouts , so i know that you are safe . Despite , im just scared now . Everytime i wanna tex or call you , i would have think twice before i ring , cause i dont want you to find me negatively . Actions speaks louder then words , i might say im losing you , but im not . How could i have lost something precious where i didnt ever own it before , right? Im still standing my ground , right behind your back dearest . Quoted from KhairulAdani 'Chill jas , i believe you can find another fish , but there is so many fishes out there , you still want that fish ' I question myself too . If words coudnt describe my feelings , how would i ever express them? i answered to myself : Not all beauty could win my heart . Is not that i couldnt live without you . Hence , I need you to stay alive . Thats the difference . I hardly fall for one , if i do ,i do it deeply and wouldnt wanna stand up so soon . I will play my losing game until the final whistle blows . I always knew you were the best
the coolest girl I know, prettier than all the rest. The star of the show . Thats you . Your my special pretty lady though . I ever thought of starting our fairytale story together (: So many times I wish you'd be the one for me . I dont read in post to impress you girl , im here to express . I wouldnt wanna do such things to win you over . I couldnt ask for more girl . You are simply the best . Only if you give..

i should have seen it coming

2010-04-06T02:14:00.014+08:00

♥
"Jas , whatever it is , dont put high hope" Thank you guys whom keeep reminding me on this phrase . without this quotes , i guess its gonna be another aweful day . She even told me herself . Im proud of you girl .
Ever since the day i saw you , i was already pestering AidilAzmi . Got your 8digits and contacted you the next day . 15th March 2010 was the day i first saw you in my life , and 16th March 2010 was my first ever text to SAS . We were at Zirca that night . I was shy when i went to SGH to meet you and sorry if i kept you waiting for quite some time. Was unsure about the way . You brighten up my day everytime i read your text or ring my cell .You wouldnt have realise it dont you? Cause all small things really matters.They end up big . You know how i get excited when i know that you are calling . I wanna type HI when i see that you logged in . Excited and nervous , you given me purpose . I always wanted to talk to you , Despite im wordless .Like i always say , its been in such short time , never really thought you could mean so much for me.
JetJet , you once show me what love really is . im devoted , arrogant to walk beside you . You are a strong girl my dear . Your love for him was in route of 5years journey . i know its hard on you . Before they outlaw the kiss , baby give me one last hug ,would you? im gonna hold you around my arms so thight that i wouldnt wanna let go . But i know , i have to . Its like a angel came by and took me to heaven when i have all the time with you . You would not know how its feels like . You might think that im just spouting nonsense , to be honest , im not . its all coming out from the bottom of my heart . I used to have hope on you girl , just not high hopes. You crush it along the way . But im not blaming you , i know its my fault . You once told me already . i think im just a sucker at love. My friends always tells me not to ,i refuse to learn their advice , cause they dont get to spend time with you . I will always remember you for sure . You will always be in my heart . Dont shed tears now , i got myself into this shit , and im cleaning myself up now . Dont blame on you girl , you have been great all this while . Those simple short dates meant alot to me . You are just so amazing dearest .You said you wanted to ride G-Max so badly . I already wondered far . I said we go Universal Studio one day . I thought you would be the first to bring me to Henderson wave , but its just a dream .I always thought of making dreams into reality. Eat ice cold ice cream with you. Now that you got all the time on Earth with him without me pestering you . Im sorry if i have been a gemok , pest , idiot to you all this while . You might not mean it , but i still wanna apologise . Your silky hair that tickles me , your gorgeous eyes that blaze thru my heart , your smell that lingers on me.Love is such a strong bond between two. Love destroy or build one another . Shawty your my angel . Please, walk on life with lots of happiness ahead would you? i wouldnt wanna hear that you are sad . Remember , happiness is a choice , not by chance . Oh baby , you left me sailed away alone . iI dont really wanna walk this Earth alone , you know ? I really miss you dearest . The necklace is still with me , i will keep it by my side , know that it is safe . I still wanna give them to you cause its meant to be. Its hard forme to fall in love , once i do , i fall deeply and wouldnt wanna come up again .Enough now , if you are sobing , i shall wipe those tears for you once last time . I think i shall step down , and take my leave. I hope to hear good news from you next time alright , jetjet? Its hard to say goodbye isnt it? Goodbye seems to be the hardest word. Cruel world needs good earthlings to stable it . Goodbye love , Hello friend (: TBD block **
For the first time i wanna tell you , this is true . i love you (te amo) <3
I rather be the one being hurt , rather then see-ing you cry . And no matter what dearest , i will still be right by your side , just shout whenever , i'll be there. Despite , we are just friends . Im still with you . WildCats (:
Readers , i know its sad to know what i am going thru , i still love you all . You people make my day .Esp those who oftenly read my blog and talk to me about it . You guys rock my world! Thats my journey with the word jetjet(: *peace.

Thanks AidilAzmi , Ameerul ,Faris , Farhan , Aneh , Keleng , Hariz for being there for me.

I shall call you Baby for this one last time . I miss you ♥

cool shit

2010-04-04T23:46:00.000+08:00

Run Baby Run

2010-04-03T01:44:00.005+08:00

CHEER UP SUKINI ADAMS.

What has been done cannot be undone . Girl , smile aite . I know its been hard on you . You slept early tonight i guess . Irritated you , Hence , i know you aint alright . Thats why i kept asking are you okay . Pretending to be happy arent you ? You kept deny-ing saying that you are fineee. But i did know how exactly how you feel . Late night calls and cute photographs remember? No matter how hard it takes , im willing to stand by you , holding your hands and go through this storm . Cause I know at the end of the storm , theres a golden sky . I'll take you to a island where there is no where to get home , we shall walk those together . 'I dont want to walk this Earth if i got to do it SOLO' quotes. Bbby girl , dont shed tears no more . * wiping away for you . Although we just met and 15th March , and got to know you on 16th march , i never really thought that you could mean so much in such a lil time .
I refure to let go that easily as i yet to know you . Now hush little baby dont you cry everythin's gonna be alright .

Everyday is a beautiful day
That's the perspective you gave me
You taught me the glass was half full
Instead of being half empty.
Now that you having Bad days
I think of what you would do
Not to let it get you down.
And keep a positive point of view
Your outlook in life
Has reflected upon me
It has changed my ways
And has helped me to see
I want you to know
I have so much respect for you.

J-E-T J-E-T ,sleep your bad day off aite . Forget about the past , see the future . Tomorrow's gonna be another great day waiting ahead . Perhaps you need some quite time now . shhhhh . *whispering - okay guys , lets go . or else lioness really gonna be mad * bye (: awak ni tetap pujaan di hatiku . HHAHAHAHA XD

Sup (:

2010-03-21T21:19:00.005+08:00

When We Both When Shopping The Other Day .

Taken When We Are All Out For Pool.

Sup people! LOL! Went town today with Taufiq and soon after that MansDok tagged along (: Flash and Splash , Praise etc. Taufiq bought tons of T- shirt s . haha! He spend $*** on his clothings (: cant tell , im afraid he scold . And Guess what! today is the HAPPIEST DAY OF ALL! hahaha! 21st March 2010! its jetjet's brithday first of all , for that it had already make my day (: secondly , i got my first NIXON shirt! im so theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ... gosh . Thanks Taufiq , for the wonder wonderful wonderfully wonderfulness shirt . i love you . haha! i will repay your kindness though . i dont know how to discribe this feeling . lol . Hang On people , i wanna watch Manchester play first . Will update again later . So , its 1-1 the score stays for half time . Torres scores for Liverpool and of course , Wayne Rooney equalized for Manchester . And im Waiting for JetJet to return home from hospital . JetJet come home soon (: Abang rindu awak! hahaha! Cant wait to sleep and wake up knowing that its Monday!!! i cant wait to see you again! (: going gym then to some place near queensway . Monday Monday Monday! Cant wait to see you , and feel your touch . cant wait to see you smile and hear your voice and laughter , jetjet (:
okok! I DONT WANT BANANA FRUITS TWO TIME! im going off now! Bye Sunday! Hello Monday (:

Happy 18th Birthday JetJet (:

2010-03-20T23:44:00.004+08:00

A simple celebration, a gathering of friends; here is wishing you great happiness, a joy that never ends. Your birthday is your special day. You get to make the rules for the day. Here are some wonderful birthday quotes. Start your birthday with a positive attitude. These will bring a smile to your face and a spring to your feet.
You have been through hardship for days now , your tone when you talk isnt as happy as the day before . You gets colder each day .Its been a long journey of your life , now that you are turning 18 . I wanna wish you a happy birthday here, right now . As i cant get to meet you tomorrow . You will be happier to be with your mom , i agree . i rather you be with your family and have a nice birthday celebration . Now forget the past , feel the present and see the future jetjet ! And how i get excited when i know that your calling? And i wanna type HI when i see that you are log in . I also wanna talk to you eventhough im wordless . Cause your the best! (: Your outlook in life has reflected upon me.It has changed my ways,and has helped me to see
.I want you to know I have so much respect for you . Its only been two days and im missing you already . Never really thought you could mean so much in such a little time .May you have a brightest day ahead of you and the following years . I want you to stay happy as always aites . Promise ? Happy 18th Birthday once again JETJET (:

Watch Out

2010-03-20T23:33:00.002+08:00

Ish Ish Ishk . What a day . Came home at 6+ from Kamarul's crib and rest awhile . Met HadiBear at 354 around 7.45pm . Ipin and AliY tagged along soon after that . HadiBear bought cocnut and we share them . funny lah when we eating them . hahah! cant stop laughing . And we went to PAP and suddenly there was like BOOM BOOM POW! we turn around , and we notice red rhyno and other vehicles were crowded ther . WE , macam biase jugak bro , taqderh keje we went and took a look . We headed to fitness corner around my crib and play songs of the fitness corner with guitar . i Headed home early at 11.15pm as ... aderh lah . aderh bende naq kene buat . lol . bye .

Katak is kataK

2010-03-19T20:56:00.006+08:00

JETJET (:
this is the only place where we can interact now , as your pp8 is low .
jap lagi saya naq klua gi jumpe aidil then gg admiralty . im telling you jerh , if awak taq kesa then taqperh . hahaha! im afraid you will feel like , 'eheh dekni , kaw naq bilang aku ni sumue buat ape' so if you do then taqperh . haha . just telling jerh . its 10mins to 9 and you are not home . hope you are fine . Saya sudah makan . how about awak ? and i hope you can ring my cell tonight (: and is mom getting better? training today was so taik , train awhile then hujan . you are like my blog already . tell all my stuff to you . haha . You are going to bowling tomorrow right? hope you will enjoy yourself . and do take good care of yourself . And its gonna be sunday soon . haha! Hope your mom can get home and sit by your side during that day (: despite , you will be fine . trust me (:
Anyway , i did have fun at the hospital eventhough we just sit around . haha! cause i get to spean precious time with you as other dont . Im really glad to see you smile on that day , and even laughter . There is always sunshine after storm remember? Now that your mom op's a success , you can have a peace of mind already . and Webcam was awesome too (:

OPPS XD

And yah , after training we ate at block 354 . We ate ananas . Along with Farhan Aidil Kamarul . must blog about them , if not , next training kene kacaw! hahahaha@ right right right? okay , aku sayang korang! fair enough? haha! klaw korg gy hospital nanti aku teman korg jugak . jangan takot! haha! you are all my friends too (: hahahah! ok . i just shower , i better get going . Meeting Farhan and Aidil at 10pm . And i hope Aidil Tan wont be late .Aidil please , jangan lambat! and Enjoy your dinner with your family kay Aidil . Happy Birthday to your Abang! (:

You Know i Cant Smile Without You

2010-03-18T02:10:00.005+08:00

To that some one whom has been worried sick about her mom who was warded going to be the 4th day in SGH already . Dont worry too much! you health is also important though . go UNWIND! hahahahahaha! you taught me this! (:

Somehow or someday , Cat Steven cross the road also!
You know LAUGHTER is the best medicine right? so i guess you know what i mean .
Its gonna be Sunshine after this heavy down pour . There aint no sunshine after your gone .

And Today it wasnt a great day , but i had laughter too . without fail , i always laugh or smile . Training was going thru HELL! fitness and we kept running . Wanna kick balls after that , im left with no more energy . haha . and after that i went to play takraw with my school friends , aidil join us too . He has been a part of us for quite some time . he was shy at first . but he is alright now . He went to jurong and im at ckk . tomorrow will be going out i guess as there is no training .
okay , i guess thats it . shall update more again soon!

SUP

2010-03-17T00:59:00.003+08:00

Monday was great , i mean monday night til early dawn . Friends and i were all at Zirca/Rebel .
Party all night long ,sweat all night long too . And i got to met this girl after the club . I was eye-ing on her already since she got in and step on the dancefloor with her GF . haha!
And yah , i wanna thank aidil for this! haha! eventhough i was so embarass in the train! haha!
erm til next time? bye

boredommm

2010-02-26T02:00:00.001+08:00

bored lahhh . some one please ?

i cant help it

2010-02-26T00:42:00.005+08:00

NIXON SHIRTS ARE AWESOME(:

I want Shoes that looks like that! COOL SHIT!

jyeah ! patient is the key to success! im missing you already

Life is a cock , it gets hard for no reason

2010-02-25T02:07:00.004+08:00

I spend my first half of the day at the gym with taufiq and i headed to clementi to meet kental tadi .Bad experince lerhh . lol .but never mind . life must still goes on . cobaan . and i though kental tertido at her lappy , but i was wrong . wake her up for nothing -.- got scolded . hahahha! stupid kott~ klakar or what . nvm ,my niat was good . so i dont mind getting scold for my good deeds . and i was so bored and i draw this .

Lawah jugak kan ? colourful (: hais . reflecting my day and i shouldnt be spending my life in sorrow . im so not myself . got to wake up! come on , its just another slope to climb , free run down slope will be up in no time . i shall be happy . and im okay with kental already . she forgiven me for my worng being . im sorry kay .
Hope it will be a brighter day ahead . Everything gonna be alright .it will be okay . Be happy people!

Tido Larrrh

2010-02-24T02:48:00.003+08:00

Hello , its me urh! JASPER! im playing soccer and starting school in April , i am playing for SAF FC , stillllll (pck) jahahahaha! wth . keep thinking about him . lol . Guess what! i got a C+ for my previous post ! i cant believe im hearing that . lol . And today i went SengKang , accompany Taufiq to his date's crib for something . And we went town and Bugis after that . Kental was at clementi . jealous huh? nonono . i cant be .
You know what ? KENTAL fell asleep infront of her lappy! OMG! hahahahaha . thats why i thought initially . So i decided to call her up and wake her up . If it wasnt for me , kental will be crying out the moment when she wakes up . Her neck will be in such pain . She answered my called with a fustrated tone . i ask ; you! tgh buat ape ? (dalam hati i already know she fell asleep as i long say that to her on msn) Kental replied : 'TIDO LARRRHHH' hahahahhahahahah! i feel like laughing cause it tickles me , but she was like angry , so i didnt laugh . i did something nice right ? Despite , i will still be called kental . i dont even know why . *Applause. thank you , i know im good! hahahaha!
heading gym in the morning at 11.30am with Taufiq again . And i missed out training on Tuesday . Next training will resume on Thursday at CCK stadium . Training with Prime League .
And everytime i wanted to walk kental home , she will like saying 'TAQNAQ' TAQYA' cause she is big enough already to look after herself . But my point is , i dont wanna walk you home cause im afraid of anything happen . I wanna spend those time with you lah kental! dont get me wrong . And she rang my cell . 'Im not angry lahhhhh' hahahahaha! klakar kan ? frickle minded . hahahaha!
Okay daaah , sunidah! bye!

NabilaK

700words kentalllll

2010-02-23T05:20:00.003+08:00

Sup people! Its me -.-! just got back from pondok and its 5.21am now . Hariz Adam and Aji ajerh were at Pondok this time round .The rest have been busy with school and they are too tired to join us . We sang songs and dance just now . but the recording and video is with Hariz . Merepek gilerhhh lahh . haha .
Monday i woke up late and its just enough time to get to training .Despite , we arrive late and as usual , Farhan and Aidil went with me . We trained with Prime league for[100] this week as their coach is away . Training was fun just now . Before i even went for training , i was feeling im missing out somehting. i thought i forgotten to bring some stuff or what . but when i arrive , i realise i didnt miss out anything . i brought along what im suppose to bring . and even an extra jersy and pants for team mate . But i know myself , im not missing any regular stuff . i missing out kentallllll! hhaaha . i didnt have enough time to text her . She didnt [200] even msg or or call -.- hmmm . ingatkan she can wake me up or something . Farhan woke me up at 3.45pm .
Had a quick shower at the stadium and i went straight home to pick up something and left for takraw . Kental was at sembawang with her pal so dont have a chance to bumb into her . lol . Aneh bought ice cream when we are playing takraw -.- wth . hahaha . but i enjoyed eating too . there goes his hard earn money .
i return kental call as i didnt manage to pick up her call . she was like so [300]indian? hahahaha! sunidaaaaah! lol .
Online and called kental up as she say we can share our laughter with each other over her videos at facebook . She was like dancing ? hahahahahha! klakar gilerh . idk what is she up to . neither do i know what is she thinking . haha . She got tons of video of her dancing with classmate . And we were like laughing throughout the convo . After some time , thats when i went to pondok .

So this is kental . it search me too why she calls me kental , vice versa [400]. ' kay bye ' is something she always says to me . hahahah . kental . We had tiff with one another due to some things i have done which i never seems its wrong and that 'sanggup' . hahahaha. you know lah kan , kental . i never really thought that this could mean ,some much in just a little time . I think im falling down , down down down . hehe! [463] oh yah , im counting my words. so the number in those bracets are representing the number or words . This is serious . im on my 700words mission . if not nanti kene ' kay bye ' plak . She make me[500] recide her post at her blog and i hardly find out who is that some one sending her home . org tu naq hntr you baleq senang2 jerh . i naq hntr you baleq merana seh .haha . taqperh . cause i know you both are neighbours for years already . im coming up as the second best . i understand . and life must still goes on . its 5.52am now , and im still looking at my lappy and lappy is looking at me . Kental is already in bed and im glad she slept early tonight . have to take care of her eyebag , in order for her[600] to stay pretty . HAHA! but i cant force her lah , she has greater possesion . i will always lose out , maybe im just too afraid ? afraid of ghost kott~ -.- its been only few hours and im missing you already . booo . you must be a good runner ,always running in my mind .
Approximately im left with only 5 hours of sleep as im heading gym with Taufiq at 10.30am . Izmir and his peers will go there at 12 and my adeq is going there at 1pm .We wont be able to meet each other i guess . After gym , eating breakfast/lunch[700] with Taufiq . Go home and get ourself change and go SengKang . Taufiq wanna do something over there. Mission impossible 3 i guess . hahaha . I believe you can do it bro . Im on the same boat as you . Chasing after yours and chasing after mine too . LOL! After that we are going town then bugis to get so stuff . It will be another great day ahead . haha!
Okay i reach my line already . NAHHH KENTAL! ITS MY PROMISE, AND THIS IS FOR YOU ! hahaha!

Kaw Bodow Pe

2010-02-22T00:32:00.002+08:00

Play Pool at Bukit Timah and eat at Al-Azhar . Boring? ermmm. not so. get to speand time with my lovely pals . Past few days were great i guess. now i got something to do . brb! update again later .

Suuuniiidaaaah

2010-02-16T05:48:00.005+08:00

Mundane Monday , forget about Tuesday . Darn , DOwn ,Down ,Down ,Down ,Down... and its like 1 sir , 2 sir , 3 sir etc. haha. My peeps know them well .Ass lah . Syikprune ~ eat dinner with Taufiq at 11.30pm at Macdonalds and went home .takraw before that . sorry if its in a mess . im just a fool okay. but Pondok cheers me up . Food and Beverage are always there for me .thanks guys . Pening2 makan mak kaw nye kueh urh . haix , i dont even know what am i typing lahhh -.- 5.55am and im not asleep again . lightsticks for tecktonik i have used them , sorry if i didnt save them kay killers? i owe you guys . NALERICKY! booo~ yah , and i agreed with you aneh , no fireflies ,only house flies! asldkjvapsdovianbwdpvojkweqverpov ! okay ,im happy enough . see you around .

Sup Asses

2010-02-15T00:51:00.003+08:00

Sup Asses! haha . so hows your day? good isint it? must be tiring , arent you? Sweet Saturday was both mixed with good and bad times. meet kental at bugis :D and wanted to shisha but so things didnt went so well . so i headed home with Taufiq and ali y . Aneh Aiqal and Wan were like shisha til 3am in the morning and they headed home by car after that . And then Aneh and i were on our mission! haha . klakar gilerh seh the story . And kental ,Aneh and I knows what happen after that .
Sunday woke up and headed to grandma house to have KFC! hahah! cooool or what! grandma eat KFC til so happy. and headed to couzzy's crib over at Bukit Panjang . Kental accompanied me the whole day texting me . If not , i will be damn bored . Thanks kental . I went home before hand alone , and had my shower and take a nap after that . Kental woke me up at 7pm but i didnt stay up for long and i slept til 11.30 .
At 12.54.43 am Kental called up and she was so low. Something real bad happened i guess. ok rangers . i gtg aite . til next time!

Stay strong kental . He doesnt mean what he say i guess. just a slip of tongue.

BFF

2010-02-13T01:36:00.004+08:00

Diana Atiqah! BFF , i know you have been down after hearing what your mom confessed to you . But life has to go on , STILLLLL(pck) hahaha! come on girl . cheer up! be strong .HarizFitri aderh untok you seh . ataw pon , jas aderh . just for you (: and dont cry no more , maybe your mom has her own point of view . please , yanna dont be sad . laughter is the best medicine . Smile kay for me?

And Valentine is just tomorrow . haha . Happy Valentine Day in advance people (:
I WANNA GO HENDERSONWAVE or MARINABARRAGE . i have never been to that place before . hmmm . please , some one take me there , will you ? but i dont want any ordinary people if possible . i want you to take me there , take me to places i didnt knew and some where new . i want to see your smile girl .

And kental just update her uneditted pictures . She looks good in anyways for me . seriously . And im happy kental do such thing based on my status . you are the first girl who do this seh . LOL . Thanks (: And you are not burok oi . i rather girls be that way . rather than every gambar they edit and shows their pretty side ,tapi dapat jumpe , so the opposite . breaks heart of one you know ?

to the fullest

2010-02-12T04:41:00.001+08:00

Sup readers . i cant sleep again and its 445am in the morning . A very Happy 18th Birthday to Wan (syikprune) . Diee sudah 18 . haha! it will be my turn soon . so dont be too happy about it . people will all turn 18 one day . haha !
i was bored and i took tiles and even carpet to entertain me . And this is what i get (: haha! creative isnt it? hmmm . i got sad by some thing happening . but nevermind . Since laughter is the best medicine , i went to youtube to get my medication . As time goes by , i kept thinking of you . Wondering if you are aslept as you need to head to school soon . Aku Sayang Kaw Bodow! but im just too shy lerhh . And Valentine Day is right around the corner. but its okay if you dont go out with me , as everyday is valentine day (: haha . i can date you anytime if you agree to it and i really look forward to the day that happen . Wake up jas , its just a dream , it is not the fact . But Dreams do come true right? When you have a dream , set a time limit and that become your goal . When you have fallen in love with a girl , dont give up . Enough of love stories , but still , im missing you right now . So i went gym on Thursday with Azy , and my brother josey and hafiz came too . 'its not about the speed , the weight . its about the technique and the BODY! haha! and KENTAL was at gym too but not at CCK stadium . She is at her school's gym. you know who you are . And she went modelling after gym , she even said she wanna have nice body. WEEEE WHEEET! (: My friends and i played Takraw later on at night at block 205 and that calls off my day . We are going back to Regent Secondary School later on for celebration , and we just go fun fun lerh . Meet up our teachers and have a few words . Then they will be heading towards Masjid at teck whye and i also pray . HAHAHA! taqderh lah . I will be having training in the evening and im so looking forward to it . i hope no runs later on . See!you are a good runner! your presence kept running in my mind and i cant shake it off . hmmm . i wanna be the one whom protect and shield you from angry man's wrath , shelter you in the storm and carry your shopping goods in the day .

Sup !

2010-02-12T01:53:00.000+08:00

I really wanna see her on the weekend. She knows she got me dazing coz she was so amazing and now my heart is breaking but I just keep on saying.

POP POP POP GO GO

2010-02-11T00:21:00.000+08:00

Hello people , days since i last update. Im tired already . Things have been changing and going against me . Losing control already . And yah , KENTAL! haha! you should know lerh who am i talking about . the one selalu ckp kental ,yah , thats you .
went to town last saturday ...

PLEASE

2010-02-05T04:27:00.000+08:00

i cant sleep right now . from 2.30 til 4+ golek-ing jerh ! WTH! what happen . hmmm . i think i miss you already .
MEE KUA SURPRISE!
when monkey fell from a tree .

HeyHeyHey

2010-02-05T00:21:00.000+08:00

NurulArrysa

All day long i have been pestering this lil girl of mine . haha . Late night calls with her . Sometimes she pretend not to hear my question if i were to ask something like , 'when can we meet?' she will like sometimes change topics . if she answer that question ,she will be like , 'when?' but im not sure is she serious or not . She has been always busy with friends ,friends, friends ,friends . She even says all guys are the same -.- IM TELLING THEY ARENT! please... if all guys are the same , VictoriaBeckham wont marry to DavidBeckham already . Now that you know 11kg of saddness in me . hahaha. only you know* :)
And whenever im gonna say something sweet ,i will put the phone away from me and i say that i love you or something ,she will be like..errrr taqperh2 . WTH! how bad can you be! hahahaha . and then my friends will be like laughing as though im that brave to say it out . haha . now that she has fallen asleep , i got no one else to talk to . If she is awake , she wont even call me :( everytime i am the one texting her first . sometimes she dont even bother to reply , saying she is busy or what . prepaid low baleq rumah can call ,but she didnt . then im like wait , waiting ,waited for hours . despite , no reponse . idk if she behave like this or something else . We were on our plan , doing something fun . not dirty stuffs. haha . we said we will write one another letters , isnt that sweeet? hahaha . mailing to one another is something i didnt do before . cant wait for her address . eehh pokok! quick tell me your address :)

FootPath of Where i went today .
-when to FarhanMazlan house with AidilAzmi .
-Went to some place to sit down and Hariz Diana & Sri came.
-While Aidil go BB to play takraw .
-Went to meet HadiBear Fahmy Luqman Ipin at PAP.
-Taufiq came to join us
-Headed home at 11.40 (:

Valentine's day coming out . And im still alone! SomeOne, please do something? hahaha.Never been to Flyers and Henderson wave :( and we can have ben&jerry's ice cream ^^

Another Day

2010-02-03T04:51:00.000+08:00

i failed to wake up early this morning as i need to hntr barang to RecruitExpress at JurongEast's CPF building. Finally woke up at 4 to pass my surat at HadiBear and he help me bring it to the agency . THANKS BEAR (:

Farhan Mazlan

I met Farhan Mazlan at 5pm , cck bus interchange for training over at CCK stadium .
lepas training , shower and went home to change for takraw. Called up nuyun to have a conversation asking about her . Went home at 11pm.

Nuyun (:

And lastly i met AidilAzmi at bawah block dierh at 1.30am . He is veryveryvery scared of ghost .WTH! hantu tgk kaw pon dorg tkt nyett~ hahahahaha! chat with him about things i never knew about him . Oh , guess what! he gave me a shirt which is new (: how good can he be kan . THANKS AIDIL!i appreciate alot . i will wear it when i have outting with you . He shared with me his personal life and we got things to talk about . And we headed home around 4am . and i even teman him sampai lift dierh.
hahahaha . aidil oh aidil .

Sleepless Night

2010-02-02T04:59:00.000+08:00

AidilAzmiOlala

Sup readers . another sleepless night for me. another days just gone by just like that . my friends and i just got fired from work after 3days . many excuses had been given and one of them is saying we were playing with boxes . lame . we just cut out a face and they say we arent serious at work -.- wth! AidilAzmi had just shifted to ave5 in cck and he got no friend around here . i guess i will accompany him for his temporary 3months stay here . We chat on msn til 3+ and he went to sleep . he kept cheating on me , idoit him . haha . Soccer trainings are pack with running now adays . pretty tired after that . DianaAtiqah text me saying that i have change these few days , perhaps , i did change . But idk for what reasons . i didnt felt it . Keleng also told me the same thing , he said im so angry at that point of time when i bump into him at CCK mrt . but actually im not . haha . i miss old times and i miss that girl . She had been busy . Busy with her cousins or something else . she seldom text me replying what i asked .

SUP (:

2010-02-01T06:17:00.000+08:00

IM BACK WITH MY CURLY HAIR (:

Hi there! sorry if i didnt update for the past few weeks. had been busy with soccer and work . i open my dreads already. after 3 months , jasper is back! haha! i miss a girl so much . but she is busy with her own things . i wanted to text her , but afraid that she wont reply . haix . malam ni ku taq tido lena , teringatkan dirimu . made my vow , she didnt felt a twit at all , i guess im just worthless in your heart . walaupon jauhan , kaw tetap ku sayangi lah pantat!

I went town on the last saturday with my homies . Had fun but im really tired cause i had training and work before that . not enough sleep .

i fell in love

2009-12-26T03:52:00.000+08:00

Arrrr! thanks Syafiqa for hearing me out.
thanks for those suggestions and stuff. i really appreciate it alot ,girl.
haha. see you soon aites (:
but its all still about that girl.
One maybe on the upper hand,despite,im not gonna stand here and do nothing.
chance do come at times,but im not losing it still.
final whistle is the end,but now its not happening yet.
Out of so many beauty i've seen,my eyes still got caught by you.
its always been cousin and cousin,whereby he is oso present.
giving it a chase no matter rain or shine,dusk or dawn.
i wont wanna lose you again just like that.NO WAY!
Its been quite a Christmas for me this evening.head to my Grandma house for delicious turkey.Yum Yum.
And i met Hariz after a few hoursa at my Grandma's Crib.Aji , Pet and Meng tag along.
Headed home soon at around 11.

1 credit to continue

2009-12-25T06:41:00.000+08:00

Harlo Good Morning!
Thinking of you you each morning,
dream of you each night.
i think of your arms around me
and i cannot express my delight.
One shall get hurt in such World.
i've made my vow to express how i feel.
I could still picture your first smile at me,
and the last goodbye you made.
Through out these days,i have made myself clear.
its you,always about you.never changed.
i miss you,effing much!
i have waste a credit and now i shall take my chance.

its good to see you again

2009-12-24T23:57:00.000+08:00

its been years since we last met during our primary school days. she left concord at primary4 where she shifted to north. Aneh and I met her and went to vivo to catch up old times. we ate our dinner,and went vivo to catch a movie,Planet 51.Aneh blanje my tix.Despite we were late for 6 minutes and there is only left with the first 2 rows. i stand my ground because i wanna still wanna watch it but the other 2 disagree. so after much discussioin,they still insist. we sat down and think where to head next. We walk to the Fullerton Lighthouse and took some pictures as to be kept in out memorise. We went back home after that

Hello

2009-12-06T05:03:00.000+08:00

Woke up in the morning and got no where to go. Went walking around lot1 alone for quite sometime.i dont know what had struck me.haha. at home was mundane as well as outside. i called my friends and they were all outside. But only keleng was free,i guess. I went to met him. he pass me 1 stick of winner,guess what,his lighter went out of gas. we waited some time and faris came. i ask him for lighter and i started to puff. Soon keleng went to Kecik's house to lepak, and again,i am all alone. haha. i called Kamal and he told me he was at town. Then i stroll to lot1 and decided to call Praan. I went to his house and Shesha. His adeq called me ghost and was afraid of me because of my dreads. WTH! haha. Watched White Chicks and Praan's girlfriend came. It was 9 o clock and i went to meet Hariz at CCK. We went pasar malam and bought something to eat. at 1130 i went home. At 2 am in the morning i went down and Kenneth took me to Stagmont with his SP. Hang arround there and we tried on Kenneth bike. Hariz didnt know how to change gear and he went on with only gear 1. Soon, a man shouted at us. 'OI,whats the time now already,i am going to call the police'. hahahaha. and hariz can still pra with gear 1. noise generation lah hariz! hahahaha. at 4.30am kenneth ride me home safe and sound. Shower and drank bandung. Here i am writing in another entry as i was so bored. til then. bye!

ANEH!

2009-12-03T23:56:00.000+08:00

ANEH

its been days since we last met.You arent the same as before.You once said we were BUDDIES! Now you went missing with leaving a word for me. i dont know where have you been lately too. you once promise me that you will work with me but you went with wan. You say you wanna hilang kan diri but without telling me. When you do have problems , you dont talk to me no more

. is this what you call buddies? i am just like a normal friend instead. Buddies are meant for one to count on to each other, be there for one another , telling and sharing things with the other party. Right? But you fail to do so. i have been missing you this few days as you werent calling my name anymore. i text and call,but you failed to return any of those lines. i am so crestfallen though. Having you by my side is a moment that i would treasure and enjoy myself every single time.after all we been through, i believe that im still a normal friend of yours. i always look for you when ever i've got things to share,like what you used to do in the past. i still remember one day you gave me 8 of your ciggs when i dont have any. remember? for that i felt the bond within us. it shows that you care for me. you cheer me up in any ways no matter rain or shine. and after all this while, this is how you wanna end with a bad tone?

I EFFING MISSES YOU LAH ANEH!
come back to yourself would you?

praying hard for your wellness.
you take care

After so long.

2009-12-03T17:30:00.000+08:00

Hey People.
Im back after a long period of time.
People had change,mind has been made.
Went on for chalet at Costa Sand Downtown East on the 17 of November.
Memorise had constantly remind me of my time with my peers.
Having such lovely people in my life.
And this few days had been bored.
BFF having problems with one another. but things have went back to normal.
Dread my hair which cost me a large sum of money.But its okay. Mommy paid half of the price though. Thanks Mom. lol. This few days i have been contacting kim. Kim Possible. but her worksing scheme is so tight as she is now on a full time job over at IMM. Looked for jobs a few days ago at RecruitExpress,yet my cell phone didnt ring. wth. so hard to find a part time job. Crestfallen.
Yesterday yanna bought something like donut with a prawn on top. haha. And Kim took a snail as pet! hahahahahha! like omg kan? out of so many things, snail? she even observe the ants at her house! nothing else to do lah kan. haha.

No Woman No Cry
No Money No Shy (:

Be with You (:

2009-09-30T22:55:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i feel my heart will burst,
from wanting euu so much!
I can't explain in words of how,
I long to feel your touch..
There is no way i can convey,
the emptiness inside,
that seems to tear my souls to shreds,
as time goes swifty by.
If i could merely hold you near,
for just a little while,
I could either talk to euu,
or see you smile.
To have you look into my eyes,
and wait to hear you speak,
Something that would help me
take this pain way.
If i have to wait forever,
i guess that's what i'll do.
For me,its worth it to finally
be with you (:

I FINALLY MET HER!

2008-12-20T07:25:00.000+08:00

it was on the 14th of december 2008!
i suddenly received a message from her dat asking me if im free on the 15th of december 2008(monday)
im so happy yet i got a curious mindd,
at first i thought it wasnt her,
i cant believe what im reading by right,
she is meeting her friend at 1 at city hall on the day itself,
so before she go,she ask to meet!
im so so so happy dat i finally get to meet her!
we janji at 10pm,but i didnt manage to get my ass there on time,
i got on the bus at 10pm instead,
luckily she didnt left her hse,
i msg her and ask her to leave her place at 10.15
she did what i told her,but i still couldnt make it on time,
i didnt know what to say when i met her!
she brought me a pack of tissue but i only needed 1 on that day,
til now,i havent use the rest of it,
lol,
we went vivo,i had my breakfast(not finished)
actually im hungry,but i couldn't get it done when she sit infront of me and look!
we when to the top and sat there and chat!
we had exchange words but mostly she talks!
im so so speechless on that day!
im serious!
there's many things on my mind but yet i fail to deliver it to her,
we got snap some shots!
and im happy with it (:
im telling euu this,
she is GORGEOUS!
she got the flaming eyes that blaze it through my heart,
that wonderful smile whipe off my fears,
her gentle skin peals me up,
her lovely voice says it all!

i couldn't get the pictures upload as im afriad she will me angry!
she did hit my arm a few times,and HELL YEAH! it hurts!
dden,got to city hall and say our goodbyes!
flying kisses from me to euu!
hope to meet euu again!
(:

so so tired!

2008-11-24T19:27:00.000+08:00

im still so restless after yesterday 12hours of sleep!
and yeah,after 12hours of work too!
WTH KAN!
ohhh ZUZU!
she told me that she went malaysia but she is sick!
kesian dierh!
hahahahahhahahaha!
get well soon ,love!
She's such a pain in the ass!
and yeah!
MARTIN's FOOT STINKS like FCUK!
he took off his shoes during work,
and he stunk up the whole room!
our managers oso smells it!
he say he almost wanna faint!
like wtf!
hahaha!
MARTIN dance well too!
(he knows what i mean)
(:
LOL!
i'm lucky that im in love with my best friend!
OPPS!
tomorrow gonna start work again!
haix,
nanti dierh msg jas taq prasan,dden i cant reply,
when i did reply,
its already reaching midnight,
and she will be asleep!
hmph!
i miss euu so so much!
i want euu here with me!
i wanna be with euu!
:(

Hooorayy(:

2008-11-20T19:37:00.000+08:00

Now that ZUZU had got my blog done,
I'm so thankful to her!
euu go,girl(:
lol,
i came home at 7+ this morning after work!
i make new friend at work,her name is Huda,
she can be friendly at times,
but she kinda action,haha
since after i got home,
i bath and i went to bed,
i see my brother and friends off to Vietnam too,
i woke up at 5+ knowing I'm all alone at home.
dden i kept thinking of her again,
(not huda!)
she left me on my mind,
I'm not kidding,but I'm shy to sometimes even msg her! so I'm left in the dark.
i don't know why! but sometimes i did msg her,
hmph,
til dden..

jas,