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"Jas , whatever it is , dont put high hope" Thank you guys whom keeep reminding me on this phrase . without this quotes , i guess its gonna be another aweful day . She even told me herself . Im proud of you girl .
Ever since the day i saw you , i was already pestering AidilAzmi . Got your 8digits and contacted you the next day . 15th March 2010 was the day i first saw you in my life , and 16th March 2010 was my first ever text to SAS . We were at Zirca that night . I was shy when i went to SGH to meet you and sorry if i kept you waiting for quite some time. Was unsure about the way . You brighten up my day everytime i read your text or ring my cell .You wouldnt have realise it dont you? Cause all small things really matters.They end up big . You know how i get excited when i know that you are calling . I wanna type HI when i see that you logged in . Excited and nervous , you given me purpose . I always wanted to talk to you , Despite im wordless .Like i always say , its been in such short time , never really thought you could mean so much for me.
JetJet , you once show me what love really is . im devoted , arrogant to walk beside you . You are a strong girl my dear . Your love for him was in route of 5years journey . i know its hard on you . Before they outlaw the kiss , baby give me one last hug ,would you? im gonna hold you around my arms so thight that i wouldnt wanna let go . But i know , i have to . Its like a angel came by and took me to heaven when i have all the time with you . You would not know how its feels like . You might think that im just spouting nonsense , to be honest , im not . its all coming out from the bottom of my heart . I used to have hope on you girl , just not high hopes. You crush it along the way . But im not blaming you , i know its my fault . You once told me already . i think im just a sucker at love. My friends always tells me not to ,i refuse to learn their advice , cause they dont get to spend time with you . I will always remember you for sure . You will always be in my heart . Dont shed tears now , i got myself into this shit , and im cleaning myself up now . Dont blame on you girl , you have been great all this while . Those simple short dates meant alot to me . You are just so amazing dearest .You said you wanted to ride G-Max so badly . I already wondered far . I said we go Universal Studio one day . I thought you would be the first to bring me to Henderson wave , but its just a dream .I always thought of making dreams into reality. Eat ice cold ice cream with you. Now that you got all the time on Earth with him without me pestering you . Im sorry if i have been a gemok , pest , idiot to you all this while . You might not mean it , but i still wanna apologise . Your silky hair that tickles me , your gorgeous eyes that blaze thru my heart , your smell that lingers on me.Love is such a strong bond between two. Love destroy or build one another . Shawty your my angel . Please, walk on life with lots of happiness ahead would you? i wouldnt wanna hear that you are sad . Remember , happiness is a choice , not by chance . Oh baby , you left me sailed away alone . iI dont really wanna walk this Earth alone , you know ? I really miss you dearest . The necklace is still with me , i will keep it by my side , know that it is safe . I still wanna give them to you cause its meant to be. Its hard forme to fall in love , once i do , i fall deeply and wouldnt wanna come up again .Enough now , if you are sobing , i shall wipe those tears for you once last time . I think i shall step down , and take my leave. I hope to hear good news from you next time alright , jetjet? Its hard to say goodbye isnt it? Goodbye seems to be the hardest word. Cruel world needs good earthlings to stable it . Goodbye love , Hello friend (: TBD block **
For the first time i wanna tell you , this is true . i love you (te amo) <3
I rather be the one being hurt , rather then see-ing you cry . And no matter what dearest , i will still be right by your side , just shout whenever , i'll be there. Despite , we are just friends . Im still with you . WildCats (:
Readers , i know its sad to know what i am going thru , i still love you all . You people make my day .Esp those who oftenly read my blog and talk to me about it . You guys rock my world! Thats my journey with the word jetjet(: *peace.
Thanks AidilAzmi , Ameerul ,Faris , Farhan , Aneh , Keleng , Hariz for being there for me.
I shall call you Baby for this one last time . I miss you ♥
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