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Hey, My Name Is Jas (:
17th JULY 1992
Kicking Balls Is What Im Fascinated In,
Electro,House,Trance,Reggaeton Music, I Like (:
You Are My Dance
One Love,One World.
Peace & Love \m/,
Take a peek down there,your highness . You truely remember that day? I certainly did. Its been like 2 years back since i first met you, when we both were young. Now that Juliet is so sad over some personal stuff,i cant just sit here and watch right? im willing cheer up you within my reach . We knew each other for almost 3 years already. Happiness is a choice, not by chance rremamber? I cant bear to see you in this state. Beyond those smile are the sadness and worries you had right? By putting smile on someone else's face is what i enjoy looking at. If it hurts to turn around and look back,just look beside you.im always by your side (:
2 more months \m/, Saturday, May 22, 2010 11:21 PM
In no time , im turning to abang-abang already .HAHA! But yet , i have many doubtful thoughts in my mind.Lots of places whereby its unfamiliar to me, alot of strange faces still . Many things are not done yet . Though i have many wishes yet to be fulfilled , im still enjoying life to the fullest .
hmmmm i wish i wish i wish ..(someone please grant me any wish,would you?)
SUP readers (: Its been age i since last update my blog right? sorry readers . My bad . have been busy with books , balls and skate .
My lovely friends in Sports And Wellness (:
This is Nurul Huda . The gemok in school . Thanks for the Chewy drugs though (: Much appreciated (: Thanks aite (: The caring gorgeous senior . hahahaha!
Lastly , Weighing 255 pounds , WWE Divas Champion , MARRRRLYNAAA!
Confydence . hahahaha!This is charcoal .
i dont dance , you are my dance Thursday, April 8, 2010 6:30 PM
Where are you now ? Im still thinking about you girl .when I need you the most , why don't you take my hands , I want to be close . I still need your guidience . Help me when I am down , lift me up off the ground , teach me right from wrong , help me to stay strong .Take my hand and walk with me . I need you to set me free . When nothing is going right , i can't see the light. If leaving is such easy thing to do , i would have done it easier so . Eventhough my previous post , im still stuck on you . I would still wanna be there for you , i always wanted to know your where-abouts , so i know that you are safe . Despite , im just scared now . Everytime i wanna tex or call you , i would have think twice before i ring , cause i dont want you to find me negatively . Actions speaks louder then words , i might say im losing you , but im not . How could i have lost something precious where i didnt ever own it before , right? Im still standing my ground , right behind your back dearest . Quoted from KhairulAdani 'Chill jas , i believe you can find another fish , but there is so many fishes out there , you still want that fish ' I question myself too . If words coudnt describe my feelings , how would i ever express them? i answered to myself : Not all beauty could win my heart . Is not that i couldnt live without you . Hence , I need you to stay alive . Thats the difference . I hardly fall for one , if i do ,i do it deeply and wouldnt wanna stand up so soon . I will play my losing game until the final whistle blows . I always knew you were the best the coolest girl I know, prettier than all the rest. The star of the show . Thats you . Your my special pretty lady though . I ever thought of starting our fairytale story together (: So many times I wish you'd be the one for me . I dont read in post to impress you girl , im here to express . I wouldnt wanna do such things to win you over . I couldnt ask for more girl . You are simply the best . Only if you give..
i should have seen it coming Tuesday, April 6, 2010 2:14 AM
♥ "Jas , whatever it is , dont put high hope" Thank you guys whom keeep reminding me on this phrase . without this quotes , i guess its gonna be another aweful day . She even told me herself . Im proud of you girl . Ever since the day i saw you , i was already pestering AidilAzmi . Got your 8digits and contacted you the next day . 15th March 2010 was the day i first saw you in my life , and 16th March 2010 was my first ever text to SAS . We were at Zirca that night . I was shy when i went to SGH to meet you and sorry if i kept you waiting for quite some time. Was unsure about the way . You brighten up my day everytime i read your text or ring my cell .You wouldnt have realise it dont you? Cause all small things really matters.They end up big . You know how i get excited when i know that you are calling . I wanna type HI when i see that you logged in . Excited and nervous , you given me purpose . I always wanted to talk to you , Despite im wordless .Like i always say , its been in such short time , never really thought you could mean so much for me. JetJet , you once show me what love really is . im devoted , arrogant to walk beside you . You are a strong girl my dear . Your love for him was in route of 5years journey . i know its hard on you . Before they outlaw the kiss , baby give me one last hug ,would you? im gonna hold you around my arms so thight that i wouldnt wanna let go . But i know , i have to . Its like a angel came by and took me to heaven when i have all the time with you . You would not know how its feels like . You might think that im just spouting nonsense , to be honest , im not . its all coming out from the bottom of my heart . I used to have hope on you girl , just not high hopes. You crush it along the way . But im not blaming you , i know its my fault . You once told me already . i think im just a sucker at love. My friends always tells me not to ,i refuse to learn their advice , cause they dont get to spend time with you . I will always remember you for sure . You will always be in my heart . Dont shed tears now , i got myself into this shit , and im cleaning myself up now . Dont blame on you girl , you have been great all this while . Those simple short dates meant alot to me . You are just so amazing dearest .You said you wanted to ride G-Max so badly . I already wondered far . I said we go Universal Studio one day . I thought you would be the first to bring me to Henderson wave , but its just a dream .I always thought of making dreams into reality. Eat ice cold ice cream with you. Now that you got all the time on Earth with him without me pestering you . Im sorry if i have been a gemok , pest , idiot to you all this while . You might not mean it , but i still wanna apologise . Your silky hair that tickles me , your gorgeous eyes that blaze thru my heart , your smell that lingers on me.Love is such a strong bond between two. Love destroy or build one another . Shawty your my angel . Please, walk on life with lots of happiness ahead would you? i wouldnt wanna hear that you are sad . Remember , happiness is a choice , not by chance . Oh baby , you left me sailed away alone . iI dont really wanna walk this Earth alone , you know ? I really miss you dearest . The necklace is still with me , i will keep it by my side , know that it is safe . I still wanna give them to you cause its meant to be. Its hard forme to fall in love , once i do , i fall deeply and wouldnt wanna come up again .Enough now , if you are sobing , i shall wipe those tears for you once last time . I think i shall step down , and take my leave. I hope to hear good news from you next time alright , jetjet? Its hard to say goodbye isnt it? Goodbye seems to be the hardest word. Cruel world needs good earthlings to stable it . Goodbye love , Hello friend (: TBD block ** For the first time i wanna tell you , this is true . i love you (te amo) <3 I rather be the one being hurt , rather then see-ing you cry . And no matter what dearest , i will still be right by your side , just shout whenever , i'll be there. Despite , we are just friends . Im still with you . WildCats (: Readers , i know its sad to know what i am going thru , i still love you all . You people make my day .Esp those who oftenly read my blog and talk to me about it . You guys rock my world! Thats my journey with the word jetjet(: *peace.
Thanks AidilAzmi , Ameerul ,Faris , Farhan , Aneh , Keleng , Hariz for being there for me.
I shall call you Baby for this one last time . I miss you ♥
What has been done cannot be undone . Girl , smile aite . I know its been hard on you . You slept early tonight i guess . Irritated you , Hence , i know you aint alright . Thats why i kept asking are you okay . Pretending to be happy arent you ? You kept deny-ing saying that you are fineee. But i did know how exactly how you feel . Late night calls and cute photographs remember? No matter how hard it takes , im willing to stand by you , holding your hands and go through this storm . Cause I know at the end of the storm , theres a golden sky . I'll take you to a island where there is no where to get home , we shall walk those together . 'I dont want to walk this Earth if i got to do it SOLO' quotes. Bbby girl , dont shed tears no more . * wiping away for you . Although we just met and 15th March , and got to know you on 16th march , i never really thought that you could mean so much in such a lil time . I refure to let go that easily as i yet to know you . Now hush little baby dont you cry everythin's gonna be alright .
Everyday is a beautiful day That's the perspective you gave me You taught me the glass was half full Instead of being half empty. Now that you having Bad days I think of what you would do Not to let it get you down. And keep a positive point of view Your outlook in life Has reflected upon me It has changed my ways And has helped me to see I want you to know I have so much respect for you.
J-E-T J-E-T ,sleep your bad day off aite . Forget about the past , see the future . Tomorrow's gonna be another great day waiting ahead . Perhaps you need some quite time now . shhhhh . *whispering - okay guys , lets go . or else lioness really gonna be mad * bye (: awak ni tetap pujaan di hatiku . HHAHAHAHA XD
